I've been spending time in the evenings, working my own program of recovery from codependence via reading the literature. Unfortunately, I find myself falling asleep while reading. Last night I fell asleep about 8:30. I don't know how much real work is getting done if I can't stay awake!
I'm working to re-establish the exercise habit, although I chose sleep this morning. I'm so sleep-challenged, that I will always chose sleep when I can get it. Eating has been clean and I'm feeling pretty good. Right now I'm focusing on wedding activities and I haven't had to really acknowledge my change in circumstances, since I've not said anything to anyone IRL. That all changes after Puerto Rico.
And for the inquiring minds that want to know ;-), PR is still up for discussion. We've already bought and paid for the trip. And it's not as though we hate each other or got into some screaming row and called each other vile names or took after each other with SUVs and golf clubs. So we could still go and have a reasonable time, in theory. My number one priority right now is my daughter's wedding and Bick is free to make whatever decisions he wishes. In the overall scheme of things, whether he goes to PR or not won't have much bearing on the outcome. It's not my job to "teach him a lesson", it's my job to keep my side of the street clean and do what's best for me in the long run.
The thing I loved about yesterday is more Closet joy. The Closet has a garbage disposal. Trash? Garbage? I'm sensing a theme. Seriously, I've never lived anywhere with a garbage disposal. Not that I have anything to put down the disposal, but I could if I wanted to!
Take good care of yourself. Be kind to others. Peel back the layers.