Sunday, March 7, 2010
"I want you to change so that I can feel okay."
Those were the words spoken by someone at meeting yesterday morning and that perfectly summed up my feelings about the recent interaction with the family. I let the outcomes/reactions bother me. I am not responsible for those and it's silly of me to assume that me changing the way I've always done things will go unnoticed. I need to let go of any attachment to unrecognized outcomes. I KNOW this, but just forgot it and let it bother me too much. Roxie, don't get attached to outcomes. So the meeting/feedback here was good. Also sleeping in until 8:30, which is unheard of for me.
And as for Bick, well, I can't control of have expectations for those outcomes either. I do, however, consider this a life-threatening situation. So I will voice my concerns about seeking out at least an RX to assist and the choices will be up to him.
I've sort of missed church this morning, so I'll poke around the internets for some guided meditation and perhaps drag out the yoga mat this morning. The kiddos should be over in a couple of hours and I'm looking forward to that.
Take good care of yourself. Be kind to others. I am responsible for me. Only.